oldgraymare (oldgraymare) wrote,

more ramblings

 how long am i going to have to do this?  i feel like a trapped animal.  nothing i do makes me feel better...i can't even lay on my back without feelin achey and nauseous like wtf?...if only i could learn to float...
i never know when im going to wake up feeling shaky and weird.  i never feel more than half awake at best...never have any strength.  always randomly twitch...
is this the rest of my life?  or is this going to get worse and kill me?

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